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Trauma/Other Things

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 20, 2009, 9:08 PM


Alright so in the following I'll be speaking of the ideas listed as the title of my journal.

Trauma: Yeah, this happened to me several years ago - still haven't fully recovered, not much of a major memory but it still floats around in my head. Saddens me when I think of it but I pull through. I've also suffered heartache at the beginning of this year, basically. Eh, don't really want to write out all of the details so, that's all you need to know. So sorry. :P

Other Things: Today after barely finishing work, my mother comes onto me saying all these things about what will I do when I'm older, why I haven't been taking care of myself. Ok, so, maybe I don't 'care' about myself as much, it happened because of said trauma but I'm not planning on holding it to heart for much longer. I just simply don't care about myself as I've suffered that and heartache. Sure, I can put on a smile all the time but doesn't mean I really am happy. Yes, I have had other 'boyfriends' but of course, it won't be the same. The previous one, my ex-boyfriend, was one where I gave my whole heart, too. Which is wrong, I know. Moving along - some claim to love me, correct? Then why does it feel that isn't true? Or maybe its just myself who cannot take them seriously. :shrug: Mmk, back to what my mother had told me. I do understand her but c'mon... I'm just not ready or if I am, I can't feel that, yet. College has yet to sink into my mind. I will be looking for a job nearby my home, though.

I have no idea in what I want to do, college wise. I'd like to be a writer or even... I DON'T KNOW! :( See? This is why I'm taking so long in deciding but if I don't hurry up, I'll probably end up kicked out or something along those lines. *sighs greatly*


--end of rant--

  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: God Knows - Hirano Aya
  • Reading: manga
  • Watching: my lava lamp
  • Playing: games

deviantID

Name: Kira Yagami Akaido
Age: 18,000 and counting
Sex: Female - of course
Race: Shapeshifter
Status IRL: Single, lonely, etc
Likes: Gaming, chatting, coloring, writing and loads more
Dislikes: Most insects, reptiles, haters, pricks, jerks, spammers, people who want to be her enemy
[More to come later on]
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Rewriting this REAL SOON! :(
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Got questions? Might as well note her.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: NorCal - Near Sacramento
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Eh - it depends
  • Interests: Writing poems/stories, gaming
  • Favourite movie: To be truthful - I have so many movies that I enjoy
  • Favourite band or musician: This can go on forever
  • Favourite genre of music: Same goes for this section
  • Favourite poet or writer: I consider myself as a poet - though I am not so good
  • Favourite photographer: Look above this one
  • Operating System: Windows Vista? -shrugs-
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod and C.D player
  • Shell of choice: The ones I see at the beach
  • Wallpaper of choice: Haruhi Suzumiya
  • Skin of choice: Yours -smirk-
  • Favourite game: I've way too many of these
  • Favourite gaming platform: DS, PS1&2,Gamecube, Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Too many ;;
  • Personal Quote: People force themselves to be my enemy
  • Tools of the Trade: Kill them from the inside out!

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:iconkomalash:
In thre Naruto ninja fc, i'd like to join Leaf village so i have to ask 3 deviants of leaf if i can. Well. Can i come to Konoha with you guys?

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:iconkirayakaido:
Yes of course!

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:iconkomalash:
Thanks!! XD

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Before you insult someone, walk a mile in their shoes. That way, if they get mad, they'd be a mile away... and barefoot.

A City kid was asked what a gamekeeper does. He said: "Do they look after the Pokemon?" --

Don't tolerate intolerance!
:iconkirayakaido:
Anytime!

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Join the clubs below if your a fan!

~Adam-Lambert-FC
~Naruto-Ninja-FC
~Anti-Edward-Club
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"He loves me not because of how I look but of who I really am - Now, in turn, I will do the same."

Quote by yours truly~
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Thanks 4 the fav! ^ ^

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